Hafizjab

2010-06-07T08:48:00.000-07:00

Hey, this blog is extinct...but i guess some things you just cant say out loud...

To whom it may concern, Im disappointed, hurt, angry and devastated all at once..
I do not know how to react anymore..Maybe im too stunned to say anything, too angry to comment, and too sad to pick myself up...

Never have i felt this empty in my life...This hollow feeling is killing me softly and painfully...,I wished i had more strength...i doubt this post will ever be read by you so i guess this will be a forgotten post just like how im being forgotten day by day....

All i know is that everytime i get a reply from u, it means the world to me...But when u dont, i guess i'll cry myself to sleep..

The pain is real and only ALLAH has seen the buruk-ness of me crying...But i guess it stays with ALLAH..Big Boys dun cry, rite?

What pains me the most is u giving up on this relationship...Never have i loved so much and yet it all ended on the pretext on not communicating...We could work things out but no, it had to end... I believe this crossed your mind for the umpteenth time..u keep asking whether i wanted this to end and i kept saying, 'have i ever said that?' but maybe that was a sign i failed to see that you just wasnt so interested as before, because if u were, we could have worked things out...

There are bound to be quarrels and misunderstandings in a relationship rite? but y cant i say how i feel? y? why must i just wrap it up so u'll feel happy?? Thats called movies ar dramas.. what i gave u was reality...

But i guess reality is always harsh..But they said love would pull you thru the darkest hour, so where was the love?

I noe that hoping that u would come back is like hoping Israel and palestine will be friends...But theres still hope, rite?

Im living on hope rite now., Hope that one day, u'll be ok to accept me again..Even if i have to live with one-answered replies, i'll grit my teeth and go thru it...simply because i love u and thats the only thing that matters...

But i guess this is all i have left, Feelings that cannot be translated anymore...

*You not only meant the world, you meant everything to me. But here i am feeling so hollow. But my prayers will always be with you. Remember, I LOVE YOU, always have and always will..

2009-10-23T12:20:00.000-07:00

Finally, im blogging! Like it took me ages but hey, im finally updating so no harm done....

Actually i have so much to say out loud but everytime i sit in front of the comp, its facebook, facebook and more facebook....!

Anyway, its my third nite shift rite now and damn im feeling the tiredness already, someone took MC and "lucky" me was on standby and voila, im called back after already imagining a good nite's sleep after hot horlicks!

Anyway, i wanna talk a little about the disasters that have been going around our neighbouring countries...I have no Qualms about ALLAH showing his might as many muslims are slacking and it serves as a wake up call that the world is gonna end sooon...

But what irks me is Humans....actually is more of the pre-disaster times.....because if you look at how easy the building and homes crumble, there is an underlying problem which began way back when builders couldnt care less as to where they build those homes, they couldnt care if the ground wasnt suitable or the material they use was cheaper and less stable than what they potray....You see, it may look like a small matter but in the bigger picture, more lives could be saved.. Anyway, i just wanna urge us people to do things honestly, especially those in the business line....

But those are just my thoughts... As for now im really getting used to being a medic and i guess over a period, u tend to get more composed and calm...And i like it, cos now, i go for ambulance calls full of confidence...that happens when u noe what to expect and how to deal with it...

*For starters, pray 5 times a day, because tomorrow may never come....

2009-08-24T23:25:00.000-07:00

Ramadhan came, left and now its back! Alhamdulillah...after months of waiting, we can finally embrace this blessed month...

My Ramadhan so far have been a fruitful one...And yet a little challenging cos as a medic u tend to get angry a little easier when the patient is un-cooperative or abusive...so i guess mesti sabar banyak2!

However i feel that these days, not many out there actually 'feel' Ramadhan in their souls..its difficult to explain this feeling bcos it only comes when u stop thinking when Ramadhan will end, do ur terawih prayers and read the Quran everyday, then i can say u will feel something different...And thats when u don't want Ramadhan to end...

I think time now is extremely fast...we are already in the 4th day! of Ramadhan...For all the wait, Ramadhan will end as quicly as it came...So don't waste this Ramadhan or simply make it a better one than the previous years...

All i can say is that our personal battle with our NAFSU is all that separates us from a good Ramadhan...Remember that the devil is locked away with chains so take this oppurtunity to prostrate urself before ALLAH and seek for forgiveness and HIS blessings...

ANd if you do have any qualms or questions about this Blessed month, feel free to tag, email or comment me...InsyaALLAH i will try to answer in my own words so that its easier to understand...

*Do ask for forgiveness from ur 1.parents 2.muslim bros n sis 3.neighbours not only during EID but especially during Ramadhan bcos if u don't im afraid ur Ramadhan will not be blessed...=)

2009-07-08T23:50:00.000-07:00

There's so much to blog about yet so little comes to the head once u sit in front of the comp...

REally, the death of Micheal Jackson, the rise of Swine Flu in S'pore,The end of RED Thread n Fighting Spiders...And me not eating sushi yet...The birth of Furqan n Husayn...

Anyway, I went to Mizah's(my cousin) place yesterday since it was my off day just so that i can see the 2 new additions to the ever growing family of mine, Furqan n Husayn...I tell u, those 2 were extremely adorable esp Furqan, who pretty much was fat, wanted to be carried and talked too and wanted a camera rite in front of HIM! I had a flu so i didnt go too close to Husayn who was 4 days old n Furqan was like 4 months old...

Anyway, i've been noticing that whenever a celebrity dies, they get more popular and people start getting more devoted into showing their support, Like, WHAT THE HELL, get a life...Yes, michael jackson was a damn good performer, singer, dancer but now that he has moved on, he cant here ur screams of 'im your no.1 fan!'

I mean its over, let it be...say a little prayer and let it go...its the best for anyone...

And life at Central Fire Station gets very hectic nowadays what with the auditors coming on Monday...Emotions run high, people shouting at each other, things getting lost and any tom,dick or Harry would be blamed for it..Gosh..

As for the cases, they are getting wilder and more disgsuting! HAHAHAX...how about shit (literally) on your hands, vomit on your shoes and blood on ur pants??And did i tell you that there was once an old lady who got into cardiac arrest and yet we managed to save her! That feeling was indescribable.. A life saved is such a sweet moment...

*Is it or is it not meant to be?? hmmmm...

2009-06-13T07:48:00.000-07:00

Hello! I mean Salam to all!!

yeah....a sudden urge in me to blog just came so im blogging! LOL..

SO far so good for me at Central Fire Station..., I have to admit, im starting to enjoy life at that station, time flies faster...and thats good...and the calls so far that I have been attending too aren't that bad as well....no Rabak cases...just the lukewarm ones....

And alot of people have said im skinnier, dunno how true but i sure feel very unfit nwadays! damn those fast food FATS!! Who in the world created burgers! Its like the MOST comforting food but once reality sinks in, u just feel so guilty eating it...But im already planning to get RAMLY burger tomorrow at JB! hahax..

So whats ur comforting food? food that makes u feel happy n contented...i wanna try it to see if it works!

*I just wish i knew what to do in the future...

2009-05-13T17:04:00.001-07:00

You know what? Im frustrated... yeah...First and foremost, Arsenal sucks this season, no matter how i try to defend them from the MANure supporters, Arsenal still suck this season.... Its so excrutiating watching them play this season...I dun mind another trophyless season but i mind if the players cannot play well against the better sides...Thrashings by MANure and Chelski summed up Arsenal's season as a whole... IT HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(FYI, i've been supporting Arsenal ever since i was 8....)

Next is the fact that I have to change staions twice in 3 weeks... First i have my attachment at Clementi Stn and then i might be posted to either Alexandra or Bishan Stn since Jurong Island is closing down! Damn, its like ur starting to get comfortable at the place and poof! u have to restart introducing urself, making frens, etc.

Anyway, life as a medic have been fruitful, exciting and a learning experience..every calls see different cases, people etc.
So far the worst cases was a road traffic accident which incidentally the guys big toe was missing! and the face remuk...
And attending to cases where people are dead or dying are quite common..
There were attempt suicide cases, asthma, shock and many2 more la!!! hahahax
I guess we medics have alot of stories to share....hahax..

*The gift of life is the best gift ever. Treasure it.

2009-04-11T23:59:00.000-07:00

Salam people!! yeah, i have been utterly busy with my medical course and Alhamdulillah, i have been certified as a (capable) medic!

Yeah, 6 weeks of sleeping , kena scolding and injecting friends, i have finally been posted to Jurong ISland Fire Staion as a medic!

So far so good for me, the cases i attended to were not that bad, only one death case..so i'll be keeping u peeps updated with the most gruesome cases (don't worry), i wont leave out the juicy details.) hehehe...

So i guess the blogskin change was inevitable, I could not be a firefighter so now at least i am a medic...

As our motto goes...LIVE TO SAVE!!!

*anyone needs my help?? call 995!!!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

2009-03-06T21:00:00.000-08:00

HHHHHAAAAAALLLLLOOOO!!!!!!

hehe...just had to do that... How have all of u been? Good? Stressed? disturbed?...Anyway...Anyway, yes i noe i have not been updating and all but i really do have a good reason and that is i have just recovered from a very mysterious fever...

It all started last friday after coming home from camp....i went down with high fever of 38.6 and it got worst as the days goes by..On sat went to NUH, given lots of medication and 3 days MC from mon till wed... But on Tues afternoon..my condition worsen and thus was shipped to NUH again.. This time round, i had X-ray, blood test and 2 litres of drip forced into my body...

And still under lots of medication, my condition is getting slightly better day by day. Alhamdulillah. this must go down as one of my worst fever ever...Until the doc suspect dengue but luckily its not.

And yes, i have been in the medic course for 2 weeks.. Very exciting, theoretical, practical course..Mon is CPR test...Anyone needs Mouth 2 Mouth??? hehehe...

kk,till the next post! love ya!

*Never say NO or later when presented with an oppurtunity to pray..u just dont noe when it comes to help u one day...=)

2009-02-14T17:01:00.000-08:00

And then its left with 4 days...

Yes people, Mohammad Hafiz is going to complete his recruit life in NS in 4 days! 4 days!! 4 days!!!

haha..i sincerely cant believe it but definitely looking forward to it...yeah...=))

I mean it all started back then after Hari Raye Haji and now its over...Like i said i would either get to be a medic or instructor so i'll accept whatever the verdict is...But praying for medic!! haha

So the final days at camp are pretty slacked, not much to do as we have completed all the lessons and tests...I aced my First aid but not too well during firefighting test...

Anyway, i just wanna say a lil sumthing to all my friends who have not entered NS.., PELAN PELAN kayuh! I POP oreadi!!! hahahax!!!

2009-01-10T00:27:00.000-08:00

Hey there everybody..Welcome back to reading my almost dormant blog...!

damn i've been real tired everytime i get home and of course the laziness to start the comp also adds to me almost AWOL-ing from blogging!

NS have been quite an experience, im not sure whether I am enjoying it or suffering or whatever it is...I still do prefer the life before NS!! haha... Imagine 50 push ups before breakfast, about 150 during PT then add around 40 before lunch and how about 30 before u sleep?? yup..haha..

So that keeps me very tired...But i guess when i think about the time my dad and my uncles and cousins going thru NS, I seem motivated to completing mine.....Yup, its another 6 weeks for me as a bloody recruit before i am posted out either as an instructor, Medic, driver or provost (take care of the CD Prison)...

And dear readers, I hope u have been having a good life....hope to see u gals and guys tag...hehe..

Anyway, doa for me as I have an MRI scan coming up after chinese New Year to determine whether i need to go for an operation or not....Its for my troublesome knee by the way...

*To be able to pray is a gift from GOD not an xtra burden for ur everyday life...=)

2008-12-05T17:53:00.000-08:00

Dear readers....

All good things must come to an end rite? So yeah, today is my last day at beloved science centre. A great place to work if u ask me. With the friendly and caring environment and the constant reminders from the staff to do my prayers. Its simply great. Wonderful would be a better word. Alhamdulillah would be a nice way to thank HIM for the oppurtunity.

Well as most would know next Tuesday is D-Day for me where i will be serving the Nation in the Civil Defence department but my first month has nothing to do with fighting fire or playing with water but instead its a month of getting back the fitness to at least pass my NAPFA test before starting the REAL training.

I'll take this oppurtunity to wish all my muslim bros and sis Selamat Hari Raya Haji. So yup, u noe it, forgive me yarr? And also Halalkan the food and drinks.

So from now on, I cant really blog much only mayb on the weekends but keep those tags coming. It sorts of make my day..=)

And to all my Christian friends, may u have a very Merry Christmas and be good because Santa's coming to town! haha.

Alrite, I can go on and on and on but i must put a stop..Cant let my mind wander to freely...

*my condolences to the family of those who lost their loved ones during the Mumbai attacks. And Islam have never thought anyone to kill. Im disappointed.

2008-11-17T19:53:00.000-08:00

Hello!!..kk, Assalamualaikum to all..

Im damn bored at work so am youtubing, facebooking and blogging!..haha..

Anyway, cant wait for the awesome 8 car convoy to Melacca this sat...So looking forward to it...Anyway, here is a video for you to enjoy...I simply love this song...haha...

*Im in a fix...Should I or should I not...

2008-11-06T17:21:00.000-08:00

OK!!! yes yes...I have been very busy not being able to blog.. But here I am once again for this long awaited post...hahahaha..

My contract for Science Centre has been extended to the 5th of December! Alhamdulillah..

For the past 5 days, i have been teaching enrichment classessat Kheng Cheng Pri. Teaching Malay to Chinese pupils! Yup..Great fun and great pay..For less than 3 hours of teaching, i get 60bucks! Alhamdulillah...

But its great to be back at science centre..Love the atmosphere,job and prayer room..Tkya lari2 pegi masjid! haha...

Anyway, I will be ENLISTED to Civil Defence on the 9th of December..! One day after Raya Haji...So wont be helping out in korban this year...I'll be at Jalan Bahar for around 3mths...The view is superb,overlooking Pusara Aman so i'll be reminded of Death day in Day out...haha..

And to all...thanks for still reading this humble blog of mine and still tagging...It feels good actually..=))

*Janganlah lalai dalam solat kita kerana askhir zaman akan tiba tidak lama lagi..(gentle reminder for u n me!)

2008-10-12T18:55:00.001-07:00

Ladies and gentlemen boys and gals, the man is back! haha...after quite a lay off from blogging due to the kecohness of raye, malasness of myself and irritatingness of the comp!!

Hope all of u are doing fine i hope...so to all my muslim brothers and sisters, Slamat Hari Raya! yup, u guessed it rite, im no angel nor a devil so please do forgive me for all my sins be it on purpose or not and please dun take my jokes to heart ok! haha...

Im currently working at the science centre from 8.30 to 6pm so i'll keep myself busy..!!

Something u must know about me is that i dun njoy sms-ing much anymore!!! so i'd prefer to talk on the phone, puas hati gitu...hehe

*Ramadhan datang Ramadhan pergi. Kini tiba Syawal lagi. Jangan lupa puasa kamu. Siang tahan lapar dahaga, malam tidur tidak tentu. Syawal untuk bersuka ria. Namun janganla anda alpa dengan ibadah kamu yang sungguh penting lagi mulia..=))

2008-09-27T18:46:00.001-07:00

I love this video. I love this nasyid. I love Islam.

Enjoy...=))

2008-09-22T18:39:00.001-07:00

I have to admit, Ramadhan towards the end is definitely getting hotter...Mencabar keimanan gitu...haha

Anyway, I have a simple recipe to beat the heat...Try it out, its refreshing..
Banana Milkshake with Kurma...

U need:

2 Bananas
2 Spoonful Yoghurt
2 Teaspoon sugar (optional)
2-3 cups milk
2-3 Dates/Kurma
Blender!

Heres how..
Simply put all the ingredients into the blender and blend it of course for your final product which is the Banana Milkshake!
The Amount stated above makes about 2-3 cups.(depending on the size) and is quite feeling so u wont eat much once drinking it...

just for info, too much yoghurt makes the milkshake thick.
Sugar is not necessary at all since there are Dates and BAnanas (both with natural sweetness)
And dont forget to take the seeds out of the Dates before blending it!!

So pretty much, its a healthy cum delicious drink!
Try it to believe it..

*Its ending real soon, Will i meet with it again?

2008-09-17T23:31:00.000-07:00

And so we are past the half way mark of Ramadhan..Its really quick isnt it...

And the last 10 days are just aroung the corner...So looking forward to it...

Im really quite stumped as to what to blog so i'll just post a story which i have read..=))
ITS very long, but it did touch my heart..

Di sudut pasar Madinah ada seorang pengemis Yahudi buta yang setiap
harinya
selalu berkata kepada setiap orang yang mendekatinya,
Wahai saudaraku, jangan dekati Rasul Syaidina Muhammad, dia itu orang gila, dia itu
pembohong,
dia itu tukang sihir, apabila kalian mendekatinya maka kalian akan
dipengaruhinya.

Namun, setiap pagi Syaidina Muhammad Rasulullah SAW mendatanginya dengan membawakan
makanan, dan tanpa berucap sepatah kata pun Rasulullah ! SAW menyuapkan makanan yang
dibawanya kepada pengemis itu sedangkan pengemis itu tidak mengetahui bahwa yang
menyuapinya itu adalah Rasulullah SAW. Rasulullah SAW melakukan hal ini setiap hari
sampai beliau wafat.

Setelah wafatnya Rasulullah SAW, tidak ada lagi orang yang membawakan
makanan setiap pagi kepada pengemis Yahudi buta itu. Suatu hari sahabat terdekat
Rasulullah SAW yakni Abubakar RA berkunjung ke rumah anaknya Aisyah RA yang tidak lain tidak
bukan merupakan isteri Rasulullah SAW dan beliau bertanya kepada anaknya itu,Anakku,
adakah kebiasaan kekasihku yang belum aku kerjakan?

Aisyah RA menjawab,Wahai ayah, engkau adalah seorang ahli sunnah dan
hampir tidak ada satu kebiasaannya pun yang belum ayah lakukan kecuali satu saja.
Apakah Itu?, tanya Abubakar RA. Setiap pagi Rasulullah SAW selalu pergi ke ujung p! asar dengan
membawakan makanan untuk seorang pengemis Yahudi buta yang ada disana, kata Aisyah RA.

Keesokan harinya Abubakar RA pergi ke pasar dengan membawa makanan untuk
diberikan kepada pengemis itu. Abubakar RA mendatangi pengemis itu lalu memberikan makanan
itu kepadanya. Ketika Abubakar RA mulai menyuapinya, sipengemis marah sambil menghardik,
Siapakah kamu? Abubakar RA menjawab,Aku orang yang biasa (mendatangi engkau).
Bukan! Engkau bukan orang yang biasa mendatangiku, bantah si
pengemis buta itu. Apabila ia datang kepadaku tidak susah tangan ini memegang dan tidak
susah mulut ini mengunyah. Orang yang biasa mendatangiku itu selalu menyuapiku, tapi terlebih dahulu dihaluskannya makanan tersebut, setelah itu ia berikan padaku, pengemis itu melanjutkan perkataannya.

Abubakar RA tidak dapat menahan air matanya, ia menangis sambil berkata
kepada pengemis itu, Aku memang bukan orang yang biasa datang padamu. Aku adalah salah
seorang dari sahabatnya, orang yang mulia itu telah tiada. Ia adal! ah Syaidina Muhammad Rasulullah SAW.

Seketika itu juga pengemis itu pun menangis mendengar penjelasan Abubakar
RA, dan kemudian berkata, Benarkah demikian? Selama ini aku selalu menghinanya, memfitnahnya,
ia tidak pernah memarahiku sedikitpun, ia mendatangiku dengan membawa makanan setiap pagi, ia begitu mulia....

Pengemis Yahudi buta tersebut akhirnya bersyahadat di hadapan Abubakar RA
saat itu juga dan sejak hari itu menjadi muslim.

*Rasulullah believed when others did not..=))

2008-09-04T02:59:00.001-07:00

Salam once again...

Ramadhan have been really smooth sailing for me....mayb not working full time has it perks..

Asyraf and Imran, u both have to work harder at Winning Eleven!

Anyway, I have some tips for Ramadhan..

Don't take sweet drinks during sahur, it'll make u thirsty during the day
Eat lite, chew more, dun gorge on the food and swallow it in big pieces, it'll make u bloated.
Drink more fluids during sahur.
Always start ur breakfast(buke) with Kurma, as it helps trigger the digestive system to start working again.
If u really wanna lose wait, eat bubur 4 breakfast and nothing else.

Some Ramadhan Facts.

Don't worry too much about ur bad breath. Ur stomachs doing a major cleanup of the toxins in ur body so its inevitable. But it'll get better aFTER 7 days.
Ur bad breath is also a signal to TALK lesser!!
Ramadhan in the older days is known as the Hottest month. Lucky us its pretty cool in Singapore.

To all out there, Ramadhan is a challenge. So if ur up to it, regardless of race, language or religion, why not try it?! Then u'll know what the muslims are going thru this month...!!

2008-08-28T03:37:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is last day at WORK!!! haha...yup, after slightly more than a month of being a telemarketer, it ends tomorrow...the reason being so Ramadhan is around the corner and i could not be released earlier and therefore i decided to quit as im not desperate for a job...So i'll be back at pondok during the weekdays and weekends...

Im currently slacking my ass off at my dear cousins's place, hamizah...I took half day off! haha..and i had no reason to support myself...

Anyway, i've got a question, if u were given a stall at a bazaar, what will u sell???i need help on this...so give me ideas yarr...thank you....

Rasulullah s.a.w said: Give ur respect to the dead, even if they are not related in anyway.

2008-08-20T09:42:00.001-07:00

Salam dear readers! its been like weeks since i've blogged...busy with work i guess...

Anyway, RAmadhan is like less than 2 weeks away! WOOHOOO!!!haha...exciting nye...

Orite starting from today, i'll do a mini build-up to the much awaited Ramadhan by putting up quotes by Rasulullah s.a.w at the end of my post InsyaALLAH..

Anyway, i do wish that you readers out there can share ur thoughts on my posts, whether u liked it or not or whether it was too mundane for u or maybe add on on the things i say...SO if ur up to it, do leave ur comments in the comments box whose link is at the end of the posts!
I ain't have nothing much to blog but i do have a question to try to kickstart that comment box!haha

What is sucess to US??

Is it by being rich?Or is it by being able to learn something new?Or maybe its just about being the best?

*Rasulullah s.a.w said: I will curse the people who do not take care of their parents....

2008-08-03T08:52:00.000-07:00

I was sitting at pondok just now when i realise just how fast time flies..
One moment we were ushering the new year, the next i was graduating, and now Ramadhan is less than a month away from us...

I am really scared...extremely scared to be exact..I mean, dont u think time is making fools of ourselves??
Look into the mirror and ask ourselves, did we do enough for the year?or did we just waste it??

Anyway, Ramadhan could not have come sooner for me. Thinking of all my wrongdoings, i think Ramadhan is gonna be the best thing of the year where i can ask for forgiveness and start afresh..
And my target is to lead the qiyammulail prayers again..for it gives me the strenghth to stay true to ALLAH and avoid sins.
Anyway, i got a little something to share....

here goes. There was a time when Rasullulah s.a.w wanted to go to the mosque when he found that there were faeces smeared in his pathway. Being the human he is, he got angry but ALLAH intervened and said, 'be patient and clean up the mess'. For one week it became a routine for Nabi s.a.w to clean up the faeces before going to the mosque. Moving into the 2nd week, the faeces smearing routine stopped. Nabi got curious and asked around as to where the jew who threw the faeces was. He then got news that the jew was bedridden. He quickly rushed home, asked his wife, Aisyah to make porridge before rushing to the jew's house and started feeding him the porridge.
On the first spoonful, the jew did nothing
On the 2nd spoonful, tears rolled down his cheek
On the 3rd spoonful, He proclaimed, 'U truly are Rasulullah s.a.w'
And that jew became a muslim..

My dear friends, Nabi did not devote his life to Islam just to see us waste it. He showed us that Islam is the way of life. He showed us that Islam is all about patience, humility and respect.
So why are we wasting it?

*Mengapakah keduniaan menjadi keutamaan kita?Adakah mengejar impian kita lebih penting dari menjamin akhirat kita?
Marilah kita renungi bersama, bahawasanya kita semua telah lalai dengan dodoi keduniaan..
Tetapi ingat, masa untuk bertaubat masih terbuka.Dan Ramadhan akan tiba tidak lama lagi.
Rebutilah peluang keemasan ini sebelum ALLAH MENYABUT NYAWAMU..

2008-07-21T02:25:00.000-07:00

Im a coward.. big assed coward..

Sunday was mum's birthday and it started without much fuss...the usual murmurs of happy birthday after subuh and I got back to sleep!!haha

Well, i got mum a Carlo Rino handbag plus a must-have card and put it in the living room..
Dad got her a ring, diamond...I think there is a bracelet as well but they like secretive about it so whatever..haha..

We went to Sakura International buffet for lunch...Its my firts time there and I love the ambience of the area leading to the entrance..There's a mosque close by, (tentera di-raja) and the day was blessed with a cool breeze...Upon entering Sakura, we got to the designated table and without further ado, started our rampage on the food! haha...

Here comes the cowardly part..I walked near this thing, the smell overbearing, I tried to even touch it but I could not even bring myself to do it..Once again, SUSHI eluded me...I tried but I just wont go near it!! I wish to try it though to overcome my fear of SUSHI.hahaha.!

Anyway, from Sakura, we left for Masjid Ahmad Sulaiman near pasir panjang..There were only 4 of us in that mosque!LOL..
It was then my lucky day cos my dad actually allowed me to drive in the helter-skelter of Johor Bahru...So much like a baptism of fire...It was truly a driving experience..There was heavy downpour accompanied with lightning and thunder, the drivers who cut in ur lane without their signals on, the huge lorry which came into my lane without me realising it..But luckily the whole family read 'doa naik kenderaan' before i started driving so we were saved from any mishaps..AlhamduliLLAH!

And thus the day is saved by the Almighty...=))

*They may nag, they may shout and they may even sulk. But at the end of the day, u and me know that we need them the most..=))

2008-07-18T07:09:00.000-07:00

Hey there once again..Yeah, its been awhile, but then there aint much to blog about as yet and therefore i wasnt blogging!

I miss doing psychology, i felt that it was my one true calling...but then i have to serve my ns before pursuing it..Seriously, i like the subjest and nothing in this world is easy so i am going to strive for it in the future...

Let me share with u what i notice around my neighbourhood...

A very touching LOVE story..

There is this couple living near my place who seem to make me realize just how fortunate I am.The lady have no proper hands, instead, her limbs are deformed.The man zooms around his wheelchair all day long.In short both of them have disabilities that will make most humans WALLOW in self-pity.What intrigues me is that they do everything that a normal person does, quarrel like any couple would and dote on their only child with so much love..The father would send the child to tuition on his wheelchair which in truth is extremely sweet to look at...And one thing for sure, the child is worth commending as well. There is no look of disgust or shame on her face. she seems happy...This family is what life is worth living for..

When u have a problem, look around you..The person next to you may face an even bigger problem but on the outer look, seems happy and contented..Thats the word, CONTENTED..

*be contented in life. For you will feel that nothing can go wrong.

2008-07-10T06:54:00.000-07:00

I think ALLAH is very angry with me and i mean it...Today wasn't my day at all...It started as usual but ended very poorly though..

Im working as a caddy in Jurong Country Club and today was no different..I came at 2.30 for the voting and then started my work close to 6pm...Everything was fine until the rain came down cats and dogs. Golfing was suspended for close to half and hour before it was resumed again.That was when things did not go to well for me..
I first gave a wrong club to the golfer, but i rectified it A.S.A.P. things were ok until we came to the greens where putting is concerned. For that hole, the golfer lost $100 for not able to putt properly and i became the butt of his anger.He vented his anger on me, ranted about my shortcomings to my senior and thus i was asked to go home., just like that.
I felt humiliated and pissed..Rarely does a caddy get send home. even the senior admitted that it was not my fault....

I feel this happened because its totally my fault..I guess its because I have not been praying properly, so ALLAH is simply testing me...I'll improve on myself....

And one day, how i wish I can face off with that golfer in a game of golf..Lets see who would win it then...=)

*Challenges. The way to improve yourself once u face it...

2008-07-04T16:15:00.000-07:00

Ehem Ehem...Eeerrmm...Hmmmm...HIs Back!!!

OMG, hafiz is back...macam tak pecaye gtu...Yup2, im back for good, my comp is sorted out and i can now indulge in using the cyber world...Im feeling contented now....I miss the internet like loads!

Anyway, if u peeps do not know or dun wanna noe, I have a secret to tell... AND that is....*drumroll*...I have PASSED my TP!Driving License!Yeah..
After months of practising, swearing, stalling and leaving the instructor in the middle of the road, I have got the much ceveted license amassing 16 demerit points..Alhamdulillah...So now, if anyone asks me how OLD i am, i'll just reply, 'Im old enough to drive!'..haha..

So far i've only drove around twice..My dad needs the car more than i do, so i'll have my practise sessions only on weekends...yeah...

Alrighty, just abit about me so far..Im waiting for my enlistment letter, putting on weight and working at Jurong Country Club as a golf caddy. And i only work on tuesdays and thurdays since there is the night shift on those days...Morning and afternoon shifts are so hot!Tak sanggup..hehe

Anyways, those posts will be back since i have the luxury of time...I gotta go for a badminton tournament oreadi...pray for me, i wanna win something! With that, Adios...=))

*ALLAH has his own ways of repaying you for your faith in him..Trust me on that, i've had it many times without realising it...=))

2008-06-04T12:02:00.000-07:00

Hey hey!! Its been a long time since I blogged and it feels damn good to be back blogging!! Those 'nagging' on the tagboard did play a part...hehe!!!

Anyway, its nearly 3am now and I have officially completed all 4 essays that I am supposed to hand up by Monday. AlhamduliLLAH. thank you ALLAH. my mind is definitely buzzing with all the psychological terms and i better get it off my mind before i start speaking PSYCHOLOGY!! haha....

okok..the reason I have been laying off for awhile was because of a GINORMOUS wedding extravaganza that happened last weekend. And its very normal for Indian Muslim weddings to last a week....Maklumla kene rewang...

By the way the wedding was a 2-in-1 where both my eldest cousin, Hamzah and his sister, Nadira got married on the same day....It was really cool and kecoh...

Do check out http://kekekness.multiply.com/ for the pics..Enjoy....And i think i do look good in some of the pics...hehe..

Being best man was quite an experience and you know the best souveniour a best man got????

The grooms sweaty tissue!!!!hahaha...

I wish both bride and groom, HAmzah n Zeenat, Fajar Mazdyan n Nadira a successful marriage. May you take all the steps together, cry together, laugh together but most importantly is to love each other because that will see you thru the stormiest sea and the darkest weather.

WEDDINGS...I sort of imagined myself being on that stage smiling my ass off, taking pics and changing clothes.. but thats the nice side of weddings. Weddings are just weddings. The real deal is the marriage. Its true that the feeling of getting married is great, like u hav achieved something..

But then the real roller-coaster ride begins... The non-stop bills, the occasional fights, the jealousy of seeing other more successful marriages and of course the babies!!Gosh...i wish all married couples good luck, especially for now that the inflation rate is ridiculously high...

So what's your thought?? Will u get married and take on the responsibilty??? or will you be contented to be a YSL??young, single and loaded... both has its pros and cons....do comment...=))

And yes, i'll be off to a resort in BATAM from Saturday to Monday...Its my time to enjoy the sand, food and sea!!! I cant wait to jetski...hehe...till the next post!!

*Barrack Obama have won the democratic elections. Hopefully, as he promised, changes will happen..especially in IRAQ. Our muslim bros and sis are suffering...

2008-05-15T08:06:00.000-07:00

I am done and dusted for 2nite. The essay I am working on is killing me! hahax. Its on plagiarism and it sucks to do this topic because u basically cant plagiarise!! haha

ok, i've been bloghopping, blogjumping and blogreading and i notice many wishing Mother's day exactly on the 11th of May. Its great to see all out there appreaciating what mothers have done for us but im curious, just curious...Do we do it just because its Mother's Day? Do we just do it for the sake of doing it?Or do we just do it because everyone does it??

Mothers are there everyday for us whether physically, mentally or emotionally. their prayers (regardless what faith u are) are always encircling us day and night. And a mother's prayers are usually simple. "keep my child safe"

I would like to draw u readers to the latest earthquake that hit CHINA. The amount of kids dead is increasing and the real sorrow lies with the MOTHER. The emotional upheavel she has to go thru only GOD knows.

We can never feel how our moms struggled to carry us for nine long months wothout flinching. They were even proud to show off that buldge!! As if they were telling the people out there, hey look, this is my child!!
Yet we are always shy to hold our mum's hand tightly as we walk to the diner for dinner or as we cross the road with her.

Our mum's teach us patiently how to walk. Gently lifting us up when we take a tumble. Holding our hands to steady ourselves and then letting us take our small steps to our destinations. All this was done without the slightest sighing. And yet when we grow up, waiting for our mum who takes slow steps can be annoying.

Our mum's take time to teach us the fundamentals of life, like how to talk and eat and drink from a cup. And yet when we become a sucess story, we say its down to our hard work and we rarely give credit to our first ever TEACHER, our mum.....

With that, i would like to ask, should Mother's Day only be on the 11th of May or should it be an everyday thing? We need not shower our mum's with expensive present but it should be with unconditional love that they would really look forward too...A simple hug before leaving for school would be a good start...

*We think of conquering the world, but to MOTHERS, we are the WORLD....

2008-05-12T13:16:00.000-07:00

Alrite...Been quite awhile eversince i even sat in front of a comp/lappy. Home desktop went KAPUT...So i aint have internet access and ape2 yang sewaktu dengannye..

So far soo good for me. the usual daily activities... Moving on,I have a worry and i want to let it out...
Here goes....

I take the train everyday without fail since im schooling or working. I sort of realise nowadays that the amount of elderly people are increasing and its scaring me rite now. I know that one day, if ALLAH prolongs my life, i will like that. Skin wrinkled, slower reaction and heavy breathing. lets face it, have we ever thought that one day, we might not be able to run anymore? that one day, we might be too feeble to carry our own bags? that one day we might be unable to hear what the person beside us is saying?

I am officially not ready for old age.

I can just imagine myself standing in the train with no one giving up their seats and I have to hold on the pole as if my life depends on it. thats y its good to give up your seat to those in need. Because karma does happen rite? Anyway, its scary isnt it?
Look at us now, we are in our teens, our fittest part of our lives.our brainiest part of our lives, our rebellious part of our lives. Just stop, take a minute of your time and think.

Think if we are going to stay this way for all our life. Think that one day, we will grow old, lose our beauty, lose our flexibilty, agility, sight, smell and hearing. Are we not afraid?

It goes back to basics really about prayers and fasting. Our youth is the best solution to doing all those without feeling tired pain or stress. WE can just walk to the nearby mosque without the need of wheelchairs or the help of people. WE can just pray without feeling pain in the joints and muscles. WE can still fast for a month without it feeling like a death sentence.

WE have youth on our side. Use it wisely and widely before it runs out.

*Your youthfullness is your time. The older u get, the lesser time you have. Don't waste it!

2008-05-05T12:03:00.000-07:00

ALHAMDULILLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally...Just finally..My prayers have been answered!!! Yesterday, on the 4/5/08 was a day to remember.Its been too long since i tasted victory and how sweet it felt.

Yup, my soccer team, came in 3rd in the National Street Soccer League for the preliminary round. How fabulous it felt. TO note that for weeks we have been entering tourneys only to be left dissapointed..But yesterday was our day.We flufffed in the semis but once we got our trophy, we know that we have done a great job. Fabulous job to be precise. I can go on and on about every detail but let me just put up the score yarr..hehe...

First round 3-2
Second Round 4-1
Last 16 3-1
Quarters 4-1 (I scored my goal!)
Semis 1-2 (Only defeat)
3rd/4th 4-3

So those were the scores. I was keeper by the way. So it was a wonderful feeling when i got my goal. Alhamdulillah. But overall, we played our hearts out. Emotions ran high, we were shouting at each other but in the end it was forgotten as victory took over...
InsyaALLAH there will be more to come...

*Soccer is better than sex!!

2008-04-25T16:32:00.000-07:00

I really love friday prayers. It really shows off the humillity of each muslims. From the blazer-wearing businessmen to the people who keep our environment clean. Really, all of us just prostrate to the ALLAH. Its a show of FAITH.

Anyway, remember my post about the time i blogged that my unofficial GURU was down with lung cancer?? Here goes another post for him....Read ok?? Its the last i can do for him...

I was in class, learning the science of humans when my handphone beeped. One look at the msg confirmed my fears. It read: "Innalillah, abg Selamat telah meninggal dunia."
I was stumped. I re-read the message not believing my eyes. I know that his condition was deterioratating but i just wanted to see him one more day and that was to be on TODAY. But it was not meant to be. I could not concentrate on whatever that was screened and i actually left class early. Unsure what to feel. Sad because he moved on? Or happy that his sufferings is relieved? I felt neither and just walked quickly towards the MRT. I reached home and was told to wait by my dad so that we can pay our condolences together.
Upon reaching his house, i did not even give salam,i just walked straight into his room. 3 weeks ago i saw him sitting, unable to lie down on the bed, now he was about to lie down for the rest of time. I looked at his face. It looked tired possibly relieved but at the same time you could feel the distinct calmness about the look that was upon him.
I stood quietly, read Yaasin for him before leaving the room. People were starting to come to pay their respects. My family went home.

The next morning, I went to his place again. This time waiting for him to be showered. It was over an hour when it was done. Sounds of soft sobbing followed his body. Tears just poured down my cheeks. The rain started to fall softly as though rejoicing his return to ALLAH. I waited forr all the family members to kiss him on the forehead before making my move. Bending slowly, selawat before i kissed his cold forehead. Still remebering him said to me, "We make a great team". After all that, it was time to pray for him. The amount of people was fantastic. Most of them took off for that day just to make sure they see him off one last time. Ustaz Burhanuddin walked up to his body and said."Haji Selamat adalah seorang insan yang sederhana namun mengambil berat tentang anak2 yatim. Saya datang dari Indonesia 4 tahun yang lalu dan telah memberitahu haji selamat tentang anak2 yatim yang ada disekolah saya. Dan dia selalu sangat prihatin tentang keadaan mereka." Subhanallah. Such humility. That was one fact that i did not know about him. His brother, my guru mengaji now led the prayers. Then it was to his new 'home'.

As he was lowered in, it started to drizzle. The feeling was subdued but many were gushing about all his positives. A strong sense of emotion swept me as the earth was heaped onto him.

Yes, the sparkle in his eyes i will never forget.
I will never forget how he made a LOCAL vietnamese complete reading the Quran in 2 years.
I will continue that legacy. I will teach the Quran to anyone who wants if they approach me.
And i will teach anyone, slow or fast like the way he did, without flinching or sighing.

With that i end with InnaliLLAH.....

2008-04-22T18:00:00.000-07:00

Hello hello!! I guess work is driving me to boredom until i just feel like blogging.

But today's post is for my beloved ARSENAL FOOTBALL CLUB.....here goes...

Before it began, we lost the man who was ARSENAL, Henry. His goals, charisma and flair were brought with him to sunny spain. To Barcelona to be exact. With that went any lingering hopes that we could challenge for honours at any rate.
The season began and the usual silky football captivated the world and the fans were behind all the way, hoping for a miracle. It started off victories after victories, goals after goals. Suddenly, belief started creeping into our hearts. It seemed like a miracle was unfolding. The pundits predicted we wont be even in the top 4 but then we were sitting pretty on top of the table.
Adebayor, Fabregas, Flamini, Almunia, Gallas, Clichy all played like champions. And Eduardo was starting to warm our hearts.
But then tragedy struck when Eduardo broke his leg. Gloomy clouds started to form and then we started to fall apart. We were still sexy but not ruthless.
We were torn apart by Manu, blown by Liverpool then chucked aside by Chelsea, and with that ended our season trophyless yet again.
But we have youth, something that the whole world envies. But i think too many youths are quite a recipe for disaster. Tempers will flare, ego will bulge and emotions will take over.
But the belief is there. There is next season to look forward to. With the youths maturing.
Be warned, never write off ARSENAL because next seasoan is a whole new season and like they say, THE BALL IS ROUND.

*Life is a roller coaster, dunt u agree??

2008-04-19T12:19:00.000-07:00

Salam once again.. Da jadi makcik2 seyy Hafiz..Like lots of things to talk about...!!

Before anything, I would like to extend my ucapan takziah to Syahir atas pemergiaan Ayahmu..Semoga ALLAH mencucuri rohnya adan memberkatinya..

Thats a total of 3 untians who have lost their fathers within this year and its not even June yet. MasyALLAH...

Very scary...But life have to go on so the best policy is to accept it, take it and improve on ourselves.

My days are getting hectic, schedule getting tighter and nites getting shorter! Hahax..Really, as hectic as it is, I miss my family! Gosh...I keep coming home late after the whole day outside (bz with work and research.) And then my family leaves for work and school early in the morning. So im pretty much doing things on my own.

But AlhamduliLLAH, i still can breathe, eat, sleep, drink and play just like any human beings.

But gosh, im feeling the heat now. My driving TP is on the 27th June but I have 14 more practicals to go through and Im dead!!!!My parking is not yet flawless and my braking definitely have to be improved but overall controlling speed is not my cup of tea. So hopefully I can somehow,miraculously squeeze driving in my timetable.

Anyway, here's an interesting quote:
Mr S.R Nathan(2002):- There are 3 different kinds of birds that we must look into. The Eagle, Vulture and Chicken. The Eagle Make things happen. The Eagle perches itselves on the mountains,preying for its meal, swooping down and then collecting it. The vulture wait for things to happen, waiting for other animals to catch its prey before coming for their share. The chicken wonders what will happen! it wonders what time it will be fed.

Well that bit of info can be related to us humans. The Eagles are the people who always try to rectify something or try to play a bigger role in anything they do. they are usually ur leaders.
The vultures are the laid back people who goes with the flow and try to blend in.
The chickens are the people who dont even know what they are doing. They are usually the people you would LOVE to HATE.

For that, i rest my case.

*So which bird are you....?

2008-04-14T17:15:00.000-07:00

Aha, so im here again.

Happy Birthday Farhana(Unity)! Well, da besar seyy.Rmbr 1/6?.Rmbr CCA leaders?.Yeah, may all your future endeavors be blessed by ALLAH...And persevere ok?Bcos u can do it...=)) We are all behind u!

Feeling bored currently...Work done so im pretty much slacking my ass off.

Anyway. Im quite mad at what I've been seeing near my workplace. There's this place called the ROGUE. Its a pub/bar. And my word alomost 90% of the workers there are Malays! And in Singapore, Malays are linked to being Muslims so can u imagine how i feel? Angered. Yes, very angry. I mean come on. I do not deny that those kind of jobs pay well but then isnt it wrong? Isnt it betraying what your forefathers have fought for? To make Islam a religion that billions believe. I can almost imagine all those losers celebrating hari raya later this year. Hypocrites.

Anyway, it sucks larr. I just hope they know that what their doinng is wrong and repent quickly.
As for now my schedule is becoming hectic. I start at 10.30 and finish at 6.30 for weekdays and i work on sats as well.

And my dear soccer team, PAIX, lost again. Yup, we crashed out of another tournament pathetically. It sucks. We always come with so much believe and hope only to be hampered by the posts, own goal and misses. I just pray for that day when i can take home a winners medal!

Moving on. I love that Masjid Maulana Ali. Its such a stark contrast to the mad hectic rush at town area. The mosque is air-con and its totally dope! Can sleep for awhile. hehe. So if u are at Raffles and need to pray, head down to OUB bank. The mosque is at the basement.

*I wish people realise that world is ending. I need to realise to..

2008-04-12T11:50:00.000-07:00

Hello there once again..

I have like so many things to like blog nowadays. Klau mood da datang..

Anyway, its about to rain cats and dogs right now. Yup, im at work. Hardworking u know. Hehe.

Well what do u know, im pretty much resigned to fate that i cant make it poly and stuff but like they say, "Ade hikmah disebalik musibah.".."Ader udang disebalik mee."
Whatever it is, my problems are just small.Like a drop of water in the ocean.

OK, now try doing this. Imagine a block. 5x5 which makes 25 houses. Imagine that in each house, there are 2 people staying in it. That makes a total of 50 people. Now imagine each and everyone of them facing their own problems, be it small or big. So do u now get it how tiny our problems are? I get it, so im thanking ALLAh all the time for whatever it is. U should too, so u'll feel good about ur life and not wallow in self-pity.

Life is about challenges, everyone noes that. But its about how u face it and take it head on that makes u diff from the rest. Its about how u face it and then turn it around so it becomes posititve.

On a lighter note, I tried this everytime i wake up in the morning. I smile. Just a simple light smile. And with thanking ALLAH for the extra day he have given me. Of course if ur faith is different, just smile when u wake up in the morning. U WILL feel different. As though ur day cannot go wrong..=)

*Stressed from ur problems? Look at the guy/gal in front of u. You are not ALONE....=)

2008-04-11T09:00:00.000-07:00

Newsy News on the Hafiz Jabbar channel.

Good Morning.

A murder suspect is currently under investigations for the murder of 2 fellow lives. The murder at YEW TEE involved cups and water.

During the lunch hour rush, police received a distraught call from a lady claiming to have just murdered. Upon reaching the scene the police saw the 2 dead bodies lying naked with their heads swelling. The lady, identified as 'yule'(name could not be realeased due to suspect being a minor.) was arrested on the spot and was detained for questioning. The dead bodies were then taken for autopsy. Upon investigation it was revealed that the murder was one of the most brutal in recent history.
The autopsy revealed that both the deceased were suffering from severe brain damage which was swelling rapidly.
After hours of investigations, the police finally came out with the report. (This report was taken directly from 'yule' who was on a lie detector. Therefore lying is not permitted or she will be electrocuted.)

"I was walking into the kitchen when i heard sounds. I got scared since I was home alone. However i continued washing the dishes. It was when i started washing that i felt something touching me. I freaked out and dropped the cup i was washing. He was huge and looked as though he just came out from the toilet. All wet and dirty. My instinct was to save the house, so i on the tap full blast to scare him. But unfortunately he drowned and died. Feeling terrified, i tried to calm myself down by drinking water, however, the accomplice was waiting for me and his eyes was menacing. My quickest reaction was to grab the poisonous gas and bamboozle him with the gas. I continued until there was no sign of life."

'yule' is now under probation since the judge have ruled murder out of this case. The judge was quoted as saying that 'yule' was doing self-defence. However, the manner in which she murdered was terrifying and she will be sent for counselling as well.

The 2 Dead LIZARDS will be cremated at the Mandai Crematorium this afternoon at 5pm. Well wishes from Baygon and shieldtox will grace the ceremony. Since an overwhelming response is expected, pls book ur tickets at SISTIC before coming. With that, i rest my case.

Hafiz Jabbar, Newsy News Productions.

2008-04-05T12:55:00.000-07:00

Salam dear readers.

I am practically down this days.

Firstly, i did not make it to Poly. Which really sucked big time. But thanks to NuRool and others, im feeling much better.

Anyway, the real reason im feeling extremely down-hearted was because of yesterday. Lets begin.

This man was a silent mentor, a quiet motivator, a true Muslim. A man who believed that anyone could read the Quran. He managed to get a Vietnamese to complete reading the Quran within 2 years when others gave up on him. SubhanALLAH. I first got to know him at the young age of around 6-7 years where i was always running around in the mosque, sleeping at the side when i feel like it and have always wanted to read the Quran eventhough i dun noe how!
The older people would shut me off by letting me read maybe 1 line of the Quran and then i would just have to listen to them reading, which made me sleep.

But then this man was different, he allowed me to read my heart out, correct my mistakes softly, sincerely and teached me again and again without flinching or without a SIGH. He believed that one day, i would be able to read the Quran properly and correctly and i did. Of course my reading is not perfect but i can now confidently read the Quran. And thanks to his patience. He was my unofficial guru.

We made a great Quran reading team during Ramadhan, each complementing each others reading. Coolly correcting each other's mistakes.

But then yesterday, was the day that is one of the saddest of my life so far.
As i entered his room, there he was, in front of me, hunched over, needing oxygen to help him breathe. The man who once taught me is now fighting a lonely battle against LUNG CANCER. And all i could do was sit and watch him cough, struggle with his breathing. I wish i could sincerely do more for him. Tears started flowing as soon as he started speaking. I could not help myself to see such a person crumbling but with that kind of spirit to keep on fighting. But i have the deepest respect fo him. Everytime he coughed or felt pain, he would just repeat that its a test from ALLAH. He could still smile, look directly in my eye and say, "we make a great team". He still managed to give advises but the most touching thing was that he asked for forgiveness! How humble can a person be.
As i type this out, the images of him are still vividly etched in my mind.
As i kissed his hand leaving him to fight his battle, i still remember the time i was 6 and reading in front of him. Even at this point of time, his eyes had the same sparkle for as long as i could remember.

Mr Selamat bin Sardon, my prayers will always be with you. ALLAH is always near a sincere person like u. You have touched so many lives in front of you and you are still touching mine.

*Please my dear friends, never forget what your teachers have done for you. Never Ever.

2008-04-01T15:34:00.000-07:00

So here i am at work, getting sleepy at work , so decided to blog a little...have to run down to bank in a cheque...

Anyway, before i go on i would like to send my condolences to Farhana Unity and her family for the lost of her father. InnaliLLAH... But life have to go on so stay strong girl, we are always behind u...Amin.

Btw, Happy Belated Birthday to Shazana. Lina Shazana. She celebrated her birthday i think on the 22nd so yeah..Happy Birthday oldie. God bless always yarr..=)

Finally after making my butt bigger at home, i finally got a job at Raffles Holiday! AlhamduliLLAh.. i need the money since now i have to get stuff myself and my bank's money is slowly dipping so i have to stop that slide..hahax...

But seriously, office job is so not my kind of job...I actually sat like 4 hours straight in front of the comp!!!Whoa...

Ooo...If u are an avid bookworm, i would sincerely recommend these books...

Tuesdays With Morrie by Mitch Albom
The 5 people you meet in Heaven by Mitch Albom
Stranger in the Mirror by Sidney Sheldon

The first 2 are sort of inspirational books but read it with an open mind, especially the 2nd book. The third book is fictional. Fast paced and exciting. U'll be licking your lips wanting to noe more.

*Life is extremely extremely short...Enough said...

2008-03-15T22:27:00.000-07:00

WooooooHooooooooooooo....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Night Cycling was like so the whoa!

Bontot sakit, kaki lenguh mate berat (ass pain, leg wobbly, eyes heavy!)

hahax..alrite, u can scream, throw your tantrums and bang your head against the wall...Im really sorry k for not blogging, in like weeks!!
Nope, i wasnt busy, just lazy to actually type things out....

School has ended for me but alas i have not find a job so im stuck at home putting on the kilos losing contact to the outside world and not getting paid..
(Anyway iman have been kind enough to help me, thanks bro.)

the stories will come back as i have found some stories which is pretty ok...hahax...

As for now, i wanna share my thoughts on the escape of Mr Mas Selamat...
yeah, you might get bored of it but my thouhts are simple actually....Im actually pleased he did this solely because it shows that nobody is perfect in this WORLD. Boasting will lead to nowhere and this serves as a wake up call to everyone, including u and me. Complacency kills and wse are never perfect and we have to learn from our mistakes and not repeat it...So mr Mas Selamat, thank you for making me realise that i have not fall into complacency and that i am not perfect.

On the other hand, that man is making life difficult for many as they have to reschedule their plans just to be deployed. Very troublesome. But for the soldiers and policemen, hang on, perservere and pray to GOD for he is the key to findind Mr Mas Selamat. Good LUCK!!

*so what if u didnt do it properly the first time round? Get up and do it again!

2008-02-21T22:50:00.000-08:00

Do you want a PIECE OF ME??? hahahx

Lame.. i noe.. Im now so not in the mood for many things..

Can u imagine, i wasn't even interested in my driving practical just now...haix...

anyway, the stories will continue another day, love u all out there...

Btw, Man u's victory was a flash in the pan., no worries, they won't win the EPL or Champions League, if the do, i'll buy Man U fans chocolate ok???

Thats how sure i am that they wont win the EPL or CHAMPIONS LEAGUE!!!!! hahax...

*Love is like a board game, make a good move, u gain something, make a wrong one, u get dumped!

2008-02-11T09:53:00.000-08:00

Hey Hey...OK, have been a bad blogger, not updating....Busy larr...
A little about me, im currently injured somewhere around the knee area and the muscles near the shin..
Well, im out for about 2 weeks so u can imagine the Bingit-ness for not being able to play soccer, it sucks.!!
Anyway, i should be ok by this friday for college west training...pray for me yarr...=))
For today, its a story written by a terminally ill girl who was going to move on soon...

SLOW DANCE
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?

When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,'Hi'

You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.

Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

Thats all peeps...till we meet again..=))

*Never think u cant do it, cos u really can!

2008-01-27T20:16:00.000-08:00

Hey there dear readers...Just a little update, i have passed my Final Theory and my TP would be in late june...So wish me luck yarr...=))

A chance to meet them

If given a chance, there are 2 people i want to personally meet and greet in this world. First up would be ABRAHAM LINCOLN...This man is a successfull failure but yet everytime he stands up and try again, he gets a better post..If i were to meet him, i would say..,"Hey Mr LIncoln, thanks alot for teaching me how never to give up in life!"

Next up i would love to meet THOMAS ELVA EDISON, the man who tried nearly 2000 items before tungsten is used for light bulbs. If i were to meet him, i would say..,"Hey Mr Edison, thank you for teaching me to perservere even when the odds are against you."

And those are the 2 people we should really look up upon (apart from god) if we feel that life is meaningless after a failure or if u wanna give up on something....

With that i take my leave for you to mull on this...=))

*The gam of LOVE is never an easy one, for those aspiring lovers, take it slow ok? May it last...=))

2008-01-18T11:18:00.000-08:00

Salam to all my readers once again...This post is gonna be short. And in Malay (Sorry to non-malay readers)

Maut adalah satu perkara yang harus kita tempuh dalam hidup ini.
Kepada Sharhan, ucapan takziah dari saya atas peninggalan ayahmu. Janganla kamu bersedih kerana ia hanya satu cubaan.
Semoga ALLAH mencucuri roh ayahmu. AMIN.

*Life is short, cherish it.

2008-01-17T11:50:00.000-08:00

Hey there dear readers....

Btw, i have managed to pass my Basic Theory Test for my driving and i start my practical driving Today!! How exciting...=)) Wish me luck yarr, i wanna pass before hari raya..=))

Yeah, like i said this blog is gonna have stories to ponder about, stories to be able to say "Hey, i can do that." or "Hey, my life is way much better than that.!"

A jar and 2 cups of Coffee.

Once, a professor in an American University came in to his class and brought a large jar and 2 cups of coffee. Naturally the students got curious and asked, "What's that for prof?".

He smiled, looked up and took up some golf balls and put it in the jar. "Is the jar full?". "Yes sir". He then took out some pebbles and dropped them into the jar. The pebbles filled the gaps left by the golf balls. "Is the jar full?"."Yes sir" was the reply again.

Curiousity was burning among the students but the proffesor continued. He took sand and the sand filled up the whole jar. Lastly, he poured all the coffee into the jar. All of the 2 cups. And all this while, he asked the class whether the glass is full and they said yes.

The class fell silent as the proffessor began to explain his peculiar actions.....

"I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things - your God, family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions - things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car. The sand is everything else - the small stuff. "If you put the sand in the jar first, he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you."
Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. There will always be time to clean the house and pay the bills."
Take care of the golf balls first! - The things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "No matter how fulll ur life is, there is always time for coffee with a friend."

So what's your say my readers?..=))

tag or mail@
hafizjab_arsenal@hotmail.com

*Life is a marathon of faith, perserverance and love not a sprint of hope and failures.

2008-01-14T10:21:00.000-08:00

Hey hey....im back...im getting rather bored in class...so i have decided to blog a little...

Just got back from overnighting at the beach from saturday afternoon till yesterday noon.., and i must say, the camp was a blast! The games were a refreshing change and the speakers for the motivational talk was excellent, down-to-earth people, so talking about islam was actually refreshing, but i still slept due to working the night shift on friday....
So 2 thumbs up to the camp organizers, i WANT to be one of them for the next camp...ok??hahax...

January is moving rather quickly, nothing much happening for me....Im still enjoying my single life...=) But sometimes still yearn for someone to just walk in and take my breath away...hahax...Getting a little mushy huh....yeah, but being single is good, free and easy life, relaxed, one less burden, u have got to agree with me ppl...

Alrity, just so my blog keeps going, im not gonna post about my life that much....Its more of trying to be that INSPIRATIONAL blog where ppl can come to get motivated....So im gonna post some stories i came across or excerpts that i think is worthy of posting....
To make this interactive, it would be good if u ppl out there give feedbacks, comments so that blogging is just not about blogging...=))You can email me ur comments, or tagg my blog, and i will post it to see what the readers feel....Lets see how this goes ok...
My email add is hafizjab_arsenal@hotmail.com

This initiative is also to make me come online often...=))

ooo yarr, the quotes are not from anywhere else but from myself....=))

*Living life to the extreme is not the way, Its about living life to the maximum......

2008-01-06T15:06:00.000-08:00

Ehem...Ehem...Ehem...

guess who's back....yeah his back...woohooo..!!!!!

hahax...yeah peeps, readers or whatever it is..., im back blogging!!!!!!!!!

like finally...ok, i have a darn good reason being away for a long time....

Im now working at CHANGI AIRPORT, 11pm to 7am at CAAS call centre...
Yeah, thats why im short of time since i work at night and get tired in the morning....1 hour 7 bucks...

Work is great and now the calls are starting to come back, it makes the job worthwhile....=))

Wow, so many things have passed in a blizzard...Hari Raya Haji, my dads b'dae, new year and tommorow, school starts!!! Like whoa...Time really flies huh...

So to all my muslim friends, Happy belated hari raya haji...
To all the world, Happy belated New Year...
To my dad, Happy belated b'dae!!hahax
To all ITE/Poly students, Happy schooling once again...

JUst a little update about me... Im doing quite good actually...Enjoyed my hols since i work so it was a fullfilling holiday! But really, i do miss soccer the most, everytime im free, my friends are not and vice versa, so that really sucks big time...

Alrighty, i wont blog much but will be constant in my updating ok...=))

*If David can take down Goliath, then we can take down our egos!

2007-12-16T20:13:00.000-08:00

Alrite...Salam to all once again..I am 18 and 1 day old you know...how exciting...hehe

Lemme tell u my how my birthday went about....

There was a youth gathering at my workplace from the 14th to the 15th...So i thought since i had nothing to do, why not join them...So on the 14th nite, we met up at POndok (my workplace) at around 10pm and we headed for Zain's Cafe for dinner/supper...Food was great, the wait, horrible...hahax...

Then came the part where my birthday became a memorable one...The rest of them actually threw a surprise birthday party right in Pondok...So Cool..So sweet...i'll update the pics soon yarr...We blast the music, fooled around, played treasure hunt and finally i was given my memorable birthday BASH where i was tied, splashed and whacked!!!Hahax...
My day went ok...Nothing much in the afternoon but at night went to cuzzy's place at boon lay and as i entered the house, everyone sang a birthday song for me...extremely sweet....I collected quite a number of presents so i came empty handed and left with one big paper bag...hahax...

Anyways, here are the list of people who msgd/call me....

14th Dec (those who cant wait..hehe...)

Mdm Hasinah
Momo
Zul
Shazana
Nurool
Syu

15th Dec

Mizah
Nadira
Suryanie
Madini
Ibrahim
Wirna
Irhas
Cana
Khairon
Mamu
Nazeema
Didi
Aynniza
Aisyah
Hassanah
Mima
Sumithra
Khatija
Nathira
Fatin Hanani
Sharda Parvin
Iman Pondok
Ameer
Mamu Aziz
Nikki
Dad
Asiah
Bu Fauziah
Murshida
Halijah
Belinda
G Rashid
Nabisah
Kala Mun
Nizam
Cik Ramlah
Ms Katherine
Kala Yon
Faris
Ms Liani
Habeebah
Saralina

Whoa...yeah...the msgs/calls were in order...so thankful to all of u who took the effort to wish me...there were about 4 numbers which im not sure were whose but thanks 4 the msg as well...(the ones in bold were the party planners..Thanks!)

The Ones in RED share the same birthday as me!!

Thanks to those who frenstered or tagg my blog...Thank YOU all...=))

*Love Integrity Values Excitement = LIFE

2007-12-13T11:15:00.000-08:00

Hey Hey Hey!!!

Yeah...Its been awhile isnt it...And guess what??

My class, KO won 2nd place in the BIT bowling day!!!awesome isnt it...and we got $150 bowling voucher as prize...Not bad...So guys and gals, let us plan for a class outing...=))

Well.., my day was very much filled with joy and laughter..In short, it was one of those days that went smoothly...=)

Hmmmmmmmmm.....Its coming u noe...My birthday where i will be officially 18, its like round the corner...WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

Hahax...Just to Look back at a fulfilling year cos i wont have time to update over the weekend...This is gonna get a little wordy...hahax...

Looking back, i realised what one year could do to my whole life. There were times of pure hilarity, times of pure ecstasy, times of pure humility, times of pure disappointment, times of pure love and times of purely being me. WOW isnt it. I must say since my last birthday, life have been moving so fast that i sometimes failed to stop, think and relax. Big decisions were made, some great, disappointing and hurting. But everytime a decicion is made, i learned somthing new, be it good or bad. I still remembered spending my last birthday up in the hillside of INDIA digging up earth to make a fence, getting a birthday cake out of the blue! Whoa!
But that was then. My year started of smoothly, with no real happenings except being eMCee for a major event in school..But then in March, i was made president of the student council for my school! It was wonderful feeling. Then came a camp that really changed my life. Things were never the same after that BLAZE camp! But anyway, As the year moved on with some drastice moments, that showed how immature and insensitive i was at times. At 17, i thought i know it all, however, i failed to realise that youths still make crucial errors and still cannot see the long term failures, possibilities until we actually come face-to-face with it. Believe it or not, i have grown. I vow not to make hasty decisions anymore. I have to think more from now on. Seriously, at this point of time, i cant see where my future lies as yet., I wish i knew so i can fully prepare myself.
And here is the shortlist of things that I am gonna fulfill to make my 18 years of life a fulfilling one......

Complete NS
Enter for diploma in PERGAS or PERDAUS (Islamic Studies)
Up the ante' of my discipline and maturity level.
Be THE role model for other youths.
Be the muslim that i wanna be.
Prove to everyone that I can do it, with pride.

Well, I did warn u it would be wordy, but what the hell, i need to get it out dun i...hahahax..

Oooo, this is another shoutout to those who i have did wrong upon.PLEASE forgive me yarr..I wish to start afresh and put my life back on its tracks, so i need all of ur blessings and forgiveness yarr. Im human, imperfect and still young, so please pardon me for my insensitivity, words and actions if it ever hurt you..

*Life is a challenge, take it with open arms, use it to your benefit but always STOP and think where you exactly came from before embarking on it so as to avoid wrongdoings.

with Love, Hafiz Jabbar....

2007-12-04T17:50:00.000-08:00

Its been quite a while since i've been away from blogging...Yeah...Im not sure, whether im bz or just plain lazy..U decide...

So far, nothing exciting is happening...My routine have been boring day in day out and I AM GAINING WEIGHT!!!!!

Thats a no-no so im working on it...hahax....ooo yarr, i got my NSmedical check-up letter, so happy tau...Macam da besar gtu (like getting bigger already)...Hahax...The more im gonna watch my diet.

My life is slowly but surely getting back on track and i feel very good about it...

Im trying my best in class anyway, i really want that ticket to POLY...if not i have to like serve NS than enter poly....

OOO yarr....Something exciting is happening after all....Im gonna be 18 in like 11 days time u noe....how exciting!!!I can finally start taking my license and not sulk from the side watching all my friends do so....hahahx.!!Here i come people, and dad, get that car ready for me...hahax...LOL

I think there is a missing link somewhere in me...something that complements and complete me i should say...hmmmm...i wonder what that could me, i guess i should keep guessing...

Aha, i oreadi got 2 birthday gifts even before my birthday arrive...

Polo tee from Freshbox from best friend.
Billabong top from mak angkat.

Thanks for the gifts yarr...Appreaciate it loads...=))

Anyway, till i come back with the next post!!

*doodling my life to perfection, for the betterment of it.

2007-11-28T23:21:00.000-08:00

Masters of poker...No class larr the other 2..

Those irritating faces...hahax!!

We are obsessed with the bus...

Hotel Lobby, checking out the ..... hehe

Petaling Street

Poses

The 51 ringgit entrance band

London phone booths stuck in Malaysia

poses with the busmomok of the year!

Master of aiming with a sparrow (new word i learned when i was there)

Shopped like mad

LRT station...Go Arsenal!!

Train whizzes past buildings

Favorite hobby after eating....

Told ya KL was a BLAST!! So enjoyed it...yeah...till the next post yarr..

*thanks for the time spend...awesome..!

2007-11-26T09:33:00.000-08:00

WooHoo!!!im back!!!...

KL was damn exciting but i will update about it tomorrow when my dear parvin email me the pics!

Yeah, KL was a BLAST but right now im officially

Young

Single

AND

BUNCIT!!!

hahahahax....LOL....yup...LOL

To the person who thinks IT knows everything
AHa, this is where i get a little mad....You know, some things are just meant to be kept to yourself..And excuse me, if u do not know what the real reason is, do not blog it aimlessly..By the way, ur grammar is all wrong...Do not make assumptions because that is the worst thing you can do...Gosh, get a life..=)) U need a life..This is a nice little warning, test my patience and you'll see what will happen to you...Go correct your english OK??...

So i'll be back tomorrow InsyaALLAH to post about KL...=))

2007-11-22T09:36:00.000-08:00

OKAY...I would like to thanks those who took the effort to ask how i am and all...Its damn appreaciated yo....

I think I should be back to my old self again...U noe, I noe, They noe and Them to....=))

Whatever...Lame seyy Hafiz....gosh, today im like early to class (first time in how many months) and the teacher is LATE!!!haiyo...so can't impress him...hahax....

Yup, i wanna study hard this last semester...I can hear the polyclinic..oooppss, polytechnics calling me....they need me larr...hahax...self-motivation...

There was this financial advisor guy who was an ex trainee of my dad who came to my crib yesterday to 'preach' financial advising...And after a good long chat with him, he is asking me whether im interested in being his apprentice..Gosh, i dun even noe how to save money...So i must start learning...hahax...Millionaire at 40??hmmmm...

Anyway..I so cant wait for my KL trip tomorrow...Get my mind of things for 3 long days...
Going with my dad's side....=)...Ooo yarr, we are taking a coach and taking the train home..Im damn excited for the train ride...

The itenary is such..:

Friday

Leave at 10am from Larkin.
Reach around 2-3pm
Free and easy/shopping
I wanna EAT at Kenny Rogers OK mum??

Saturday

The kids together with the guys are going up to Genting.
I noe im a guy but pur-lease, i wanna shop, so im staying at KL.
They are going Masjid india (macam tkde tempat lain gitu.)
Then dunno where else.
I wanna go BUKIT BINTANG...the waffles there awesome..=)
Ooo yarr...Petaling Street is a must!!hahax..cheap stuff..=))

Sunday

I think not much to do already...Wanna shop more but confirm the cash in ur hands is gone.
Take train home!!

My dad is not going anyway, some minister from some country is coming so he have to do a parade. And one of his army seargent is getting married..Its someone close...So there will be absolutely NO credit card to fall back on...haix...Self control dok..

Alrite, its a wrap...

*Life does not revolve around certain things. Live it to the fullest but not forgetting where u EXACTLY came from. And i do not mean whether u are rich or poor, black or white, dumb or genius...Go figure it out...=))

2007-11-20T10:12:00.000-08:00

Salam to all...

My mind have been but a blur...Things are not going the way they should...Tears have been shed, fears have been confirmed, my life is but a blur....Im not sure what have got into me....I detest it but yet i did it...what is wrong with me???

I swear i did not want it to happen this way....I wanted things to go my way, wanted things to be rosy, to be fulfilling...But no, it had to take a sharp turn...My plans are all going down to waste...

Life is but a blur....

How will it affect me??Im not sure, but im ready for it....Im ready to face the music ready to accept the fact, ready to embrace it with open arms...

Life is but a blur...

Im regretting every moment of my life now....Every moment...I know i do not deserve alot of things but the flow have been good to me and im enjoying it...But its on borrowed time...The flow have ripples starting to form and before long, im expecting a wave crashing down on me...Thats y i need to stop certain things, so that the flow will be back and my life hopefully gets back on track...

Hatiku merayu rindu, kasihku padamu syahdu....Ampunkanlah segala kesilapanku, akanku menjadi muslim yang baik dan bertauliah..Hidupku bagaikan nakhodah yang berlalu di lautan dengan tidak berpandu, hanyut mengikut gelombang...

Dear readers, if there is anytime that i have done any wrong to u, please forgive yarr...Be it my actions or words...If u need me to ask 4 forgiveness rite in front of u, tell me, and i'll be there...

*Good luck to your future endeavors, because i know i am a nuisance to you....Thanks once again..

2007-11-10T07:12:00.000-08:00

Good Morning peeeps...=)

Yeah, its time to update again....seriously, i've not much to blog but let me try anyway...

So far life have been OK,better than average....but not exactly happening...but there was still soccer to look forward too...hahax...

Alrite, anyway, i have a few things to say out...

To Abdul Hakim Hamza (u noe hu u are) : Life does not revolve just around 1 girl. You are not who you are and that really saddens me. Are you really yourself? Think more my friend. Do not just say things out if u decide that u do not mean it. Are u really the person that screams and shout and spout vulgarities when things dun go your way??I dun think so hakim...Do u noe that i felt like punching your face for the way u talked to my DAD??Even i dun do that..So wake up before someone comes knocking hard on your door and knock you out cold..I wish to say this straight to your face but from talking to u yesterday, it seems that u are not very interested...Do take care and all the best with that 'Awek' of urs..

Btw, im enoying life in school now without that badge on my chest...it feels good yaww.=))
But there are still things i need to settle and that sucks..TOTALLY...

Anyway, i have nothing much to say out now...
But i have to say that i have commited tooo many sins already and i really wish that i can go back on the right track again...My life at this point of time is a complete mess...but i will sort it out soon...

Take care beloved readers, may u be in the best of health...=))

*awesome..

2007-11-03T08:24:00.000-07:00

hello hello...

im back....

i noe, u dun have to say it out loud..(Hafiz have been a very noti little monky not updating at all.)

Yeah...

Investiture was a blast...B.L.A.S.T..!!! Cool...
Everything went as planned and im damn happy about it....

Gosh, it is finally over this presidency thing....Sad as i am leaving the council, i can now start giving my all in my studies...Im really proud of the incoming peeps, they look good...Gosh i sound like one teacher...ok...
i think the atmosphere was great and i simply loved giving that speech, soooo the feeeeeeling larr...hahax..

Well2, to all my councilors, all the best in ur future endeavors and study hard...

But, there will be no more excuses for me to leave class so i have to think of fresh ones, PEOPLE, i need ur help. If u have good excuses i can use to leave class, leave it at my tagboard..If it works, collect kinder bueno from me...hahax...=))

Alrity, im off to lalaland now...will blog real soon...

Tmr goin out with sec sch mates, cant wait to see nurOOl...
And i think my bill for this month will explode...

To Shazana: Thanks for everything...Appreaciate it loads and whatever happened during investiture, thank you...

Adios my beloved readers...=))

*ride the stormy seas with me....

2007-10-23T08:28:00.000-07:00

short and sweet is the keyword....

please go to...

www.mylovefatedestiny.blogspot.com

get all the info there ok...adios my beloved readers...

2007-10-18T09:26:00.000-07:00

Alrite people...To all my muslim frens, selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin yarr...
i noe its late but im am known for my laziness to blog...so yeah...

But there is something that i wanna do tonite that will hurt some people but i feel is the best for me...

Here goes...

I just cant bear myself bearing the name anymore..i, Hafiz Jabbar do not wanna be affiliated with it...
It seems to put a distance between me and so many others...

My closer friends tell me that i look silly with it...
I thought is it was gonna be great but it wasnt...

It seems that if one felt like coming back, we have to accept readily...
It seems that if one decided to like not communicate, then let it be...

I cant stand this nonsense oreadi...It sucks ok...
I shall not put names because its not very nice to do so...

I didnt realise that i neglect great friends around me...

So today, i Hafiz Jabbar, officially am out of the group called SGP...

SGP have done enough damage. I shall not elaborate more...

I do not want to be affiliated with the group anymore, I have my own identity and I do not want to be labelled.

For those who wanna say anything they want, go ahead, i have no regrets and I have taken so much abuse in life that nothing would affect me..Just do not go overboard..

So take care people of SGP..I will still be friends but no more am i gonna be affiliated with it...

2007-10-11T22:17:00.001-07:00

To all my muslim readers, please read this post properly...

Aidilfitri akan tiba tidak lama lagi, kemenangan umat Islam dapat diraihkan dengan penuh gembira..Namun....

Tanyalah diri anda sendiri, adakah Ramadhan ini lebih baik dari sebelumnya????Atau adakah ia sama?atau lebih teruk?
Do you really deserve to celebrate aidilfitri??Did u really take ramadhan as a blessing or is it a challenge for u??Did u curse and swear that Ramadhan is coming??or did u accept it with open arms??Did u jump for joy when u realise that ramadhan is coming to an end or did u cry ur hearts out when u realise that syaitan is gonna be free??Did u pray when the time comes??or were u the same like other months??Did u wake up in the middle of the night, pray to ALLAH or did u just let it go to waste and continue ur beauty sleep??Where were u when solat terawih started?Geylang?Where were u during the last 10 days of Ramadhan??Busy preparing for aidilfitri??or busy asking for forgiveness from ALLAH??Why can we shop till we drop but not even spend 10mins of our time to solat malam??why do we eat like there is no tomorrow during buka puasa, when the main aim of ramadhan is to FEEL how the poor felt??

SO let me ask myself and all of u again..

DO WE DESERVE TO CELEBRATE AIDILFITRI??????

2007-09-30T13:51:00.000-07:00

Hello Singapore!!!

To all children in the world, Happy Children's day!!

Cool.So missed the time when i was a kid gettin prezzies from teachers and all, how cool. Like Awesome. So people, u have one whole month to get me something for children's day..i'll be waiting ok...hehehe...

Anyways, life have been so-so for me...Not bad at all but not exactly great as well...but lets not dwell over it ya...Moving on is the best policy...

Its so freaking humid and hot nowadays!!!So the mencabar keimanan...hahax...

Let me tell u about my day yesterday yarr...

When to the kubur at around 8.30am then made the usual rounds to the usual places, clean it up then read simple doa.. but the best part was when my dad allowed me to drive from one place to another, and my was that even better than making rounds around the carpark...(btw, my dads car is auto so it easy to control the car)..the first parts were ok but then came the part that will put me off driving illegally for awhile...

It was at a junction and i was supposed to turn right. I looked to my right, signalled and made the turn without checking my left and i nearly whack a motorcyclist!!i tried avoiding it and nearly hit a car on my right!!
Like whoa....so the terperanjat la...Without being told, i drove to the side of the road and stopped the car...ok..that was scary and it was right in the heart of the perkuburan...hahax..

So yeah, after kubur i went to work..Not many patients, 3 in all...so i finished around 4.40pm. I then went to geylang to buy dinner for the family since mummy is down woth sore eyes...I swear, i hate Geylang more and more!!So crammed, crowded and there were muslims eating and smoking like nobodys' business...i so felt like going up to them and slap them hard but nasib baik puase...haix...I pity those idiots, especially the guys who were not fasting, gay freaks...

Word of the moment:

AWESOME!!

alright, i've said enough for the day...Time for mutiara Ramadhan:

10 hari terakhir akan menjelma tidak lama lagi. Lailatul Qadar akan mendampingi ia. Malam yang lebih baik daripada 1000 malam beribadah. Jika anda belum bermula, rebutilah peluang emas ini. Jangan biarkan ia begitu sahaja. Selepas ini, kita harus tunggu lagi setahun untuk meraihkan Ramadhan al-Mubarrak. Ingatlah, janagn mensia-siakan peluang ini. Bangkitla, solat di waktu malam. Inilah pelaung yang terbaik untuk meminta APA sahaja kepada Tuhan. ALLAH tidak pernah mungkir janjiNya. Adakah kamu akan mencapai pelaung ini atau membiarkannya sekali lagi???

*take things slowly ok, dun dwell on small matters...=))

2007-09-22T09:09:00.000-07:00

Hello there...I noe, u dun have to say it out loud...I noe i have not been updating and all...Kan ramadhan, penat ah...hahax...CRAP!!

ok..Life have been great so far, not happening but great...Its RAMADHAN!!!...Like wow...

Its like after waiting, its finally here..and im LOVING it..yeah..=))

So far life, as i said have been great..(gosh i'm repeating just like my dad!)

My days since not going to school have been carbon copy or in short, routine..Here goes as to what i do almost everyday..This is for weekdays...

Wake up at 4.30am, bathe
Pray then sahur at 5.10am
Go mosque for subuh at 5.30am
Come back, sleep until 9plus or longer..hehe
Wake up, chill a little, wake my irritating bro up
Send him to school at 12.10pm
Either surf net, PS2 or watch football
Message =) occasionally...hehe
Slack more, fetch bro at 6pm
Help mum prepare for buke
BUKE!! Maghrib, shower
Go mosque for isyak, terawih
Come Back at usually 11.30pm
Surf net, usually go watch online movies until sleepy
And the cycle continues.......unless i have to go school!

Weekends: Sat

Go granny's place
Chill with cuzzys
terawih ramai2..
Go back, Football!!

Weekends: Sun

Go pondok (workplace)
Start at 1pm, end at 6pm
Back home.

So thats my great not happening life at the moment, relaxed with VERY little worries except exam results..hahax

And so, i will update more insyaALLAH since im quite bored at home...Not that i cant go out but most of the time the malas virus takes over...Or should i say nafsu malas??

okok, i've said enough i guess..I noe, my blog has a severe lack of pictures but it cant be helped until i find my Nokia Pc Suite CD, then i can start uploading pics ok...

*10 hari pertama Ramadhan adalah RAHMAT, 10 hari kemudian adalah PENGAMPUNAN dan 10 hari terakhir adalah LEPASAN dari api neraka....Rebutilah berkat bulan ini, jangan mengsia-siakannya..It only Lasts 30 out of the 365 days we have in a year...

Love all of u but Love her more..=))

*3 weeks is a long ride, but hold on sit tight and be strong..=))

2007-09-11T10:57:00.000-07:00

Hey Hey, guess whose back, back again....hehe

yeah!! im back..

Magnificent, Mind-blowing, Wonderful!!..Thats how my cruise experience was...yeah, it was hell of a trip..hahax..

Since being on board first time, i was like whoa...so the jakun...evrything oso wanna do, evryting oso wanna try...

Hahax...the ship is damn huge, got 13 floors altogether, dunnoe how many stairs, rooms and lifts..there is a mini cinema, bars, disco, mini golf, swimming pool, jacuzzi, casino, salon, gym, restaurants, arcade, boutiques and so much more...

I missed that trip sooo much....but next time i bring u along k shazana...hahax...

Then in the cruise, ur given some sort of credit card where u just swipe and go..luckily i had loads of self control...hehe..

Most of the time i was on my own, wandering around, but the other cruise goers were not as friendly so i was alone...my parents sleep damn early, and i slept after 3am...hahax...

Anyway, enough of the cruise, i can go on and on...i'll update pics once i get hold of the digi cam....

TOday as we all noe, hehehe is the day that shazana and i celebrate our 2nd mth!! yeah!!.. I'm damn happy and scared when i think about it...

Happy because we survived, thick and thin, black or white..hehe...So yeah, i LOVE u...more to come, insyaALLAH....

Scared because time flies real fast!! I mean, really fast...if u noe what i mean, im really, sincerely afraid that time is flying...

Anyway, i just cant stand CCM anymore...so frustrating, i cant understand a shit!!
i'll try again tmr morning...=)

to all my Muslim friends, Ramadhan is coming...So exciting right??? I noe...I cant wait for it to...

Pencuci dosa yang bertimbun hari demi hari..Capailah peluang ini denagn hati yang terbuka..Ramadhan hanya berada untuk 30 hari, luangkanlah masamu wahai saudara Islamku untuk mendekati diri kepada ALLAH dan jauhi dirimu dari larangannya..Insaf sekarang sebelum terlambat dan solat la kamu sebelum kamu disolatkan..

*having u is a pleasure, being with u is bliss..=))

Shazana's Entry for her beloved baby.

2007-09-06T18:30:00.000-07:00

Chak!

Hey Yo! Shazana here.

Just dropping by to say hi & to add a surprise entry for Hafiz. =)

As u all know that he is away on that Cruise (without me.) with his family. I am so "RIMAS" now and i cant wait for his return tomorrow!

So baby, UPDATE ABT UR TRIP YA!

Ok, Ill end my post with my fav phrase :

Ape keheh betol!

Haha!
Till the next post.
Love ya.

2007-09-03T17:50:00.000-07:00

Salam!!! yeah, Hafiz is back with yet another long sickening abscence...

Busy, together with malasness have made me this way... Yeah, it does take me LOADS of time to update a post....hehe

life have been ok, getting better i must say...things have started to fall into place and i do feel quite good most of the time...

The only thing bothering me now is......EXAMS!!!! yikes!! so scary for those who do not study regularly, like me...=)

However, on the bright side of things, im goin on a cruise on wednesday! mind-blowing...and i will update pics k...like this blog is not picture friendly...hehe

and so, i have nothing much to post and i will try my very best not to be a lazy bum yeah...=))

to ainah: if u were to ever come across my blog, do forgive me for the harsh words....i mean it...

Phrase of the moment:

Mak Baik??

*we will miss each other for a week but lets take it as a test darling...Love Ya...=))

2007-08-20T05:07:00.000-07:00

Salam to all!!

Evening dear readers....

OK, dun blame me for not updating..I am damn busy and guess what...
My house is under renovation and im crashing at my aunts place at BEDOK!!

Like mind-blowing....Imagine travelling to and fro from here to school..shucks!!
And now i fully understand how it feels for those doing that everyday..WOW...hehe

BUt, it does have it perks like getting to go to school with shazana and sending her home...but seriously, i miss choa chu kang like mad, esp my room, my squeaky bed, my PS2, my Hi-Fi, my pillow, my purple wall...hehe

However we shall not wallow in self pity but take life as it goes..

So, my life have been OK only...i duno why, but i feel totally stressed out day after day, i cant seem to concentrate well, even my hafal-ing of surahs,,,gosh...Please, show me some light...i need it...

Im so in the mood for lemon tea everyday, so people, u noe what to get me when u see me.,..thanks...

And, i end it with some words of wisdom..hahahahax, LOL:

Till everlasting plains we'll walk, as the world is spun asunder. Colloquial and cordial speech we'll talk, as words they drop and lumber.
Its very random, but i like the way the words fall into place...

Thanks for dropping by..=)

*for you i will...the trust is there for the taking..no way am i gonna break it..

2007-08-11T08:18:00.001-07:00

Assalamualaikum peeps...hehe...noti2 hafiz, never update...yeah...

I guess that there are too many things going around that totally makes me mentally/emotionally tired once i get home....

I wont say much about what is happning but i can say that i am succumbing under pressure slowly....But i will pull thru insyaALLAH....

But lets not dwell over those matters anymore.....

Well2, what do u noe, today is my FIRST month of being with my love, Lina Shazana...

This is a shoutout for u baby..:

thanks for constantly believing in me
thanks for hearing me out when i needed someone
thanks for the simple things you do that makes me smile to myself.

And baby, im really sorry if i have hurt u in any way and sleep while talking on the phone!! So sorry darling..

well, i'll end my post here with my fave phrase for the moment..

BODOH NYE BABI

cheers peeps....love ya but Love shazana most.=)

*i love u so, lets make this impossible togetherness into something that rocks our lives..LOVE YOU...

2007-08-01T20:27:00.000-07:00

Hmmm, evening evryone, i have nothing much to blog about really, but i just felt like it so lets see how far this mind can be stretched...

Well, i guess im just flustered at the workload at this point of time, to the extend of sprouting vulgarities but hell yeah im keeping miss TEMPER in check...

But lets put that all aside, i actually wanna dedicate this post to a person who inevitably have been there for me, whether i notice it or not...

This person examplifies what humility, patience and having a clear mind means...

She never fails to brighten my day even if hers sucked....

She never fails to bring the best out of me even when i feel that im useless....

She never fails to bring the best out of me even when i feel that i have done my best....

Day after day, i look at her as an inspiration to embrace life the way she embraces it with so much confidence, respect and integrity...

I would NEVER have become the person i have became today...

This short post can never replace the LOVE, CARE and CONCERN shown by her...

And for that, i take my hat off to the ONE person who have teached me what life is all about.,

Please stand up for............

My Mum, Hajrah Latiff....

*i wish, i wish i could do more for her....

*to =), thanks for everything so far....you are what you are and i love you for that...=))

2007-07-29T09:42:00.000-07:00

A tribute to my EXCOS...

Well2 this post is dedicated to my excos, from the best, to breaking point, to hopefully back with a bang....

It has been hell really for me, but i guess 4 things that kept me going is ALLAH , parents, cuzzys and =), like seriously...

I kept praying day and night trying to get back to my feet to face the world..Hell yeah, i've made mistakes, so many of it, and yet its so diff to rectify it....

So to my excos, Im really, sincerely, seriously sorry if my actions all this while is sucky...I know i have been physically there but my heart and soul was not....
So lets get back to our best and be what we used to be, united against adversities and raring to go for every thing...

And gosh do i miss LUNCH together....I LOVE u peeps loads....

My dear excos,

Shahidah, deputy
Agatha, secretary
Nikki, treasurer
Nisa, publications and comm
Rebecca, project
Belinda, house
Ainah, well-being
Khai, CCA
Jun Yong, asst-house
Shazana, asst-well-being

ok, thats pretty long...and i feel really proud to have my excos back in action...

2007-07-24T07:17:00.000-07:00

So the makcik2...
The rapper and his missy..

OK homies, i'm back..

They call this semangat 5 minit cos ade new blog....WAHAHA...

okok, klau crite panjang is a turn off so i'll upload pics to tell the stories, like they said, a pic tells a 1000 stories...

But come to think of it, not much pics available yet...

OK, went to LJS today with LIna Shazana, ate, crap and crap more...

i tell u sumtin, that gal is so the fickle minded, tak tau nk makan ape...hahax...

kk, till the next post...

*i believe that u have finally believed in me...

2007-07-23T23:43:00.000-07:00

Ehem Ehem...Presenting Hafiz Jabbar and his first ever personal blog post...

Like i would never think of having a blog since i thought it was for gays, but i guess i'm one so i have a blog. =)

Just a shout out to shazana, Thanks for the layout and time spent on helping me...Trime Kasih..
And do get well soon darling..Sleep Well..=))

*Nothing in this world can stop me from doing what i want..=)